I should be getting ready.

French class. Gah. Final and oral exam tomorrow. I think I am dead. Might as well skewer me with a stick. Put me on display to show the world why 4 credit classes in 3 weeks are evil and death to you brain.

I should be getting dressed. Instead I am listening to the Andrews Sisters in my undies and argile socks (borrowed from my mumsy)

Oh. And I got BBQ sauce on my favorite skirt last night so I have to drop that off at the dry cleaners along with a ton of other stuff.

On the good news photography class in 4 days!! YAY! DARKROOM HERE I COME!! Gah. I miss the stench of developer. I think people should make a perfume out of it. True, it would be fairly repulsive and only B&W photography nuts would buy it but hell. It would smell GOOD!

~Ariel. Who's mother took the scale with her to WA so she cannot weigh herself. Is that a sign?

Fetal.

Curling up in the fetal position and listening to Sia works kind of. Am I too young to love? Is that possible? She already loves him what difference does it make if they are dating. Love is love. And I want it. Not unrequited.

I dont want fireworks or butterflies. Just a hand. That seems so simple. Just simple connection between one and another's fingers. Right?

If someone is curled around you while you are in the fetal position does that change you? You are there for the same emotions. Or at least some emotions. But that must change it. Make it comforting somehow. Warm.

~Ariel

Yum..

Bagels. I want bagels. And shoes. Shoes have less calories. But I have no money therefore a bagel is more likely. Fuck. Now I know why I'm fat. That is actually why I am writing this. I have decided to get un-fat. Not that I am really fat. But I feel fat. Which is no fun. Especially around tall people. But it's hard to replace food with shoes when broke.

Hmm. Got back from vacation with the oldsters. I hate fireworks. Especially with me lacking a tripod *which will soon be solved* but yeah. They're loud and I got a bug bite.

On the bright-ish side. I cut my hair, it looks nice. I still feel fat. FAATT FAAAAAAT!

~Ariel who weighs 127 lbs. And shouldn't.

To do...

Things I have done:

• Trimmed my hair (I now have bangs but they refuse to behave grr, my hair is my arch nemesis)
• Taken a shower
• Read many blogs
• Learned what dans means in french (I knew and then forgot)
• Signed up for a summer french class at PSU and a black and white photography class at a local art college! *yay* back to the dark room for me, I miss the smell of developer.
• Fineshed all 30+ eyelets on my corset
• Found my hair bands

Things I should be doing:

• My homework!!!
• Washed my boots
• Vacumed
  
• Ironed my shirt for tomorrow
• Made my white skirt for tomorrow

Eventually I should get around to those but I most likely will not. Oh well, I am happy my hair doesn't look look *quite* so delapedated any more.

Luv and all that jazz,

Ari

School!

Yay so I uploaded or whatever a ton of CDs last night and was really happy to find that a bunch of them have some classical songs I love and have been looking for forever. Sadly the second chopin CD was really dissapointing, the playing was gorgeous (of course) but the music was just to roudy. The waltz CD is so goregous I just wish this one lived up to those standered. There was also this one CD of lute music from scotland that was really gorgeous and also I found a really good Miles Davis CD.

School has been good so far (I am still there, it's break right now) I went to starbucks for lunch and I couldn't believe it, THEY CHARGE YOU FOR FUCKING INTERNET GRRR! I hate them, but they are still my addiction and they have really cheap bagels too. So after that I went shoe shopping well I didn't get any shoes of course, it's durring my lunch break but it's fun to look! So then I went by moon struck and picked up a chocolate for my mom and a chocolate for me. They had the most adorable lady bug truffles but they were 3.50 a piece which I can't afford at all...

Uh oh class is starting

~Ari

Me and my damn music...

Grrr, I still have accomplished zero work *sigh* Ok I typed like 3 paragraphs whoopdy fucking doo. So instead I am loading like 500 (ok 16) CDs onto my computer... Well maybe not all of them I just picked up the ones that looked interesting out of my parents collection and I am listening to them and downloading them now. Right now it's doing Classic Gershwin which I am soo happy they had, it has some of my very favorite songs on it and they are great really clean recordings. I also found the rest of this collection of chopin performed by Artur Rubinstein (one of my favorite pianists) and before I only had one CD and now I have the other one so YAY! I also found a bunch of Debussy which is cool even though I am feeling very murderous towards him right now for putting sooo many sharps in clair de lune it can be very irretating. I also got some classic celtic music and a tooon of Miles Davis so I should be well stocked. I still really want two CDs from itunes, Jack Johnson's first album (sooo addictive, I've been playing my one song from it non stop) and something by Skip James I am so damn addicted to him right now his songs are just so soulfull it makes modern music sound like crap and is great for a kind of blue/grey mood. NOW GO FASTER MAC GO! I HAVE 15 MORE CDS TO GET THROUGH! EEEKK! mmkay well now you know about me and my music addiction and my procastination problem hehe.

~Ari

Done and not done.

So I have a lot of shit to do, homework, yeah that kind of shit *gags* So I have to do an essay on darwin's 4 postulates 4-5 pages due tomorrow (eeek, well the rough draft is done...) for bio. I need to read 7 chapters of the great gatsby for lit/comp plus notes (by tomorrow, and that's what hour long bus rides are for, right?) an essay about 3 generations of my family somewhat consistant to what I said in class (due tomorrow) and thats for sociology joy joy... And a five paragraph essay... IN FRENCH! FUCK! GAG! DIE! Grr... I so don't speak french... Well I guess I can ask what something is introduce myself and call someone a bastard and come on what else do you need to know in reality (or how much is that knowing my current clothing cravings...) but oohh no we are learning vocabulary for soccer, excuse moi, football *sigh* I don't get that game in english and I really don't get it in french... OH! It gets better, then I need to read a 2-3 (I can't remember) chapters of this book in french and summerize it and make decent looking comics out of it and do a sheet on passe compose. Grr.. And what have I done today? Well I've had two snacks, whatched three episodes of 30 rock, practised clair de lune on the piano (grrrr) read my daily blog allowance and charged my ipod and now I am procrastinating, YAY!

Blah. I want shoes.

~Ari